Opening my eyes early today...
Planning to look at the bright new start...
Then I realized,
You are lying next to me...
Snoring away.
I couldn't help to smile to myself.
What a infant you have become...
So soundly asleep in my arms.

As I traced the features on your face,
You giggled.
As I gently stroke your hair,
You smiled...
As I gently caress you face,
You stirred...
As I gently kissed you,
You kissed me back.
I giggle and you hugged me tight.
Saying you never want to let me go.

Stroking your tired back, you dozed off within seconds.
This time I did none but stare at you.
Quietly stare at you.
How serenity you look when you are asleep.
I just wanted to look at you carefully...
Noting down your every features,
Memorizing your every pore.
And keep you in my mind till the end of time...

The sun's ray came shinning in...
I smiled.

I know today's going to be a beautiful day...
It will be..

You...

Come and go as and when.
No hints are made and no clues are left.
Not an acquaintance nor a friend.
It's just an internet.
Saved on introduction lines,
Saving on the time...
Maybe it's because it's truly not worth her time.

Characters, personality disolved with mysteries.
For each box doesn't stay for long.
Before anything was exchange, she was gone.
Like I say, Come and go...
One day she apologize for it.
Forgiven was granted.

Blaming on her boss and her really bad attitude.
Haha~
You have secretly got in my favourite list.

Oh and I might be lying.

Nights...

Nights.
I hate nights like tonight.
It's one of those nights again.
Makes me shiver, giving me chills.
Blankets no longer give me warmth.

My colour doesn't match anymore,
My moon won't shine anymore,
Nothing will seems right anymore,
There won't even be stars anymore.

Apologize is your job,
You seek for more time,
Saying old habits are hard to change.
You seek for forgiveness,
This is granted to you time and again.
Why should it be "sorry" again?
When it can be "I love you"...

Fingering with the word again...
It no longer matter who is it used on...
It shouldn't be brought up at the first place.
That's written in the rule of love.

So you are the discipline master,
And I shall bid your rules.
I shall not speak till I'm granted to.
I shall not move till I'm asked to.
That's the way you play your game.

Till the very day... I apologize.
That shall be the time to leave.

Gucci Envy..

One sweet smelling perfume.
It was her favourite perfume.
It smells of innocence and plain stubborn-ess...
But the smell doesn't linger long enough to get attention.
Or maybe it's not strong enough...

There wasn't any pungent smell,either was there any special smell...
It was powdery and gentle on the nose...
It smell, in fact, humble...
As if it doesn't want to show it's wnderfully designed fragrance.
Its humble-ness leaves her looking pitiful.

Is the protective-ness of its scents that had stolen one's heart..?
Or plainly that it's attractive?
Yet somehow, it caught my attention...
That mild smelling perfume...

Fearing that similar outcome happen...
Worried that another young soul hurt.
Somehow I know that I like Gucci Envy.

My personal favourites...

Feeling of not knowing

If I fall on jagged truths and no hand reaches out, If I spend the last years of my life just mulling about.

If I Live all alone with my heart broke in two...I know some day I'll smile again, because I know you're smiling too.

But, this is not just a, "I wish you were here", this is my promise that someday I will be near.

There's so much more to this than words, more beauty than you know.

A love so full of truth will, like a river, always flow.

Yet as the days go on I know we'll change, I'll still be me but not the same.

You made me new and whole again, you're so much more than my best friend.

And while I don't know where we are going or what we'll end up doing...

I can't say that I don't like this feeling of not knowing.