Credits: Iv

She seen him.

Knight is holding his amour and sword with pride and dignity while fighting off his worst fear, betrayal.

She flew into his world and with a twinkle, the sky and earth is filled with rays of hopeful beams. Aroma of flowers filled the breeze.

She made him.

With the daybreak, angel treated his wounds with words of wisdom. Vision seen and dream created.

Under the amour, his heart is pounding with words flooding in his mind "What a guardian angel!"

His courage is transform to steel.


God is testing them.

She met him, made him and now the test. It has been 5 months and there is never a day when each of them has been left walking alone.

The battle is drawing near. Knight has to depart to defend his kingdom.

For him, his mind is filled with angel.

For her, her mind...

5 months which is 20 weeks.

20 weeks which is 140 days.

140 days which is 3360 hours

3360 hours which is 201600 mins

201600 mins which is 12096000 secs.

That is the total secs he is in love with her.

Thunder and lightning flashes across the bright sunny sky...
Within spilt second...
A heavy downpour came crashing by...
All that happens so fast...

Sitting by the window
Watching the rain tickles down.
I couldn't resist...
Open the window slightly...
Stretch out my arm...
Right out into the rain.

It was cold...

Watching people rushing for shelter...
Watching parent covering their kid with raincoat...
Watching... Watching...

I like rain...
It taught me lessons that they never teach in school...
Things happened, making you upset and blue...
Some is not what you wanted but it just happens...

But that's just a way of life...

Life can seem ungrateful and not always kind.
Life can pull at your heartstrings and play with your mind...
Life can be blissful and happy and free...
Life can put beauty in the things that you see...
Life can place challenges right at your feet...
Life can make good of the hardships we meet...
Life can overwhelm you and make your head spin...
Life can reward those determined to win...
Life can be hurtful and not always fair...
Life can surround you with people who care...
Life clearly does offer its Up and its Downs...
Life's days can bring you both smiles and frowns...
Life teaches us to take the good with the bad...
Life is a mixture of happy and sad...

So...

Take the Life that you have and give it your best...
Think positive, be happy let God do the rest...
Take the challenges that life has laid at your feet...
Take pride and be thankful for each one you meet...
To yourself give forgiveness if you stumble and fall...
Take each day that is dealt you and give it your all...
Take the love that you're given and return it with care...
Have faith that when needed it will always be there...
Take time to find the beauty in the things that you see...
Take life's simple pleasures let them set your heart free...
The idea here is simply to even the score...
As you are met and faced with Life's Tug of War

The flame has stopped glowing...
That goes to explain why I'm dying...

A part of me has gone missing..
I've been searching high and low but to no avail.

I've tried intoxication
I've tried flirting..
I've tried forgetting..

But at the end of every night...
I will be back to square one.

Give me a reason to let go..
Give me a reason to forget..
Give me a reason to forgive..

Give mi a reason to cry..
Give mi a reason for leaving without saying a word..

I cry silently
I cry inside of mi..

I cry hopelessly..
Cause I know I will never breathe your love again.

I like coke.
As in Coca Cola.
I'm very much in love with it...
But I'll do fine with Pepsi.
Just these two.
Only these two.

I shake them...
I like them bubble-ly...
I freeze them...
I like them cold.
I sip on them...
I like them sliding gently down my throat.

They are my daily dosage...
I do have overdoses sometimes...
I'm just be hyper active.
The whole night through.
But I'll be fine.
Within a day or two.

Meanwhile,
Shall indugle myself in my paradise of gassy, sugar water.

Spell innocent...
Melt my heart...
Does it happens to you too?

Diva she was seen...
Parading down the aisle,
With the charming man in suit.
Her head was high,
Not looking at anyone.

The thick make-up on her face...
That gorgeous little black dress she's wearing...
The fine attention seeking pair of high heels...
She's very pretty tonight.

The man beside her..
Charming as can be...
With the eyes of a fox,
He avoided by plenty...
Yet alone in her eyes...
He's perfect...

But she can see and she knows...
This was a man with a wandering soul...
He held on tightly to the past,
Insisting that he had let go...
He smiled at her...
And she did just the same.

"They are of the same kind... They should die together"

Who would have looked carefully at her...
That face whom once refused their existence,
Had really fallen in love this time..
Placing aside the amount of heart she've broke....
She's in love this time...

With a man not worth her tears...
With a man not worth her time...
With a man...
That doesn't belong to her...

She had really fallen in love this time...

Self-proclaimed princess.
"I am a princess", she said.
To hide her low self-esteem.
Only people who are close would know...
That normal girl behind that beautiful mask.

Living in her imaginative castle.
Indulging herself with fanciful thoughts.
Living in self-denial.
"Surrounded by people who loves me" she said.
Was it sympathetic or was it really love?
Only the true hearts know.

Hard on surface yet fragile underneath.
"Relate her to early winter...
The ice had just been formed above the river..." he said.
That's her...
Break the surface, you'll get tears...
That's her.

"No cracks", he warned
She won't tolerate that.
It hurts her and she doesn't forget.
Crack on ice, never heals.
It stays and be dangerous.

But with steady foot steps,
She's unbreakable even if you were to walk ten miles.
She's willing to hold you...
If you show her love...
She's willing to support you,
If you taught her how...
She's willing to be there,
If you were to promise the same.

Be true...
She will show you the beautiful sea creatures underneath the ice.
Be true...
She will show you the meaning of life.
Be true...
She will show you life is worth.

"Just be true. It will be paradise", he said with a knowing smile.

Reality is hell.
Dream is paradise.
Forced to choose.
Yet choices there are only one.
Heart and mind at war.
Close your eyes and follow your heart.

Dreams are illusion.
Who is there to believe?
Wishes came true.
Smiling from the heart.
Till the very day...
Till you pray...
Praying time will stop.
For that he heard it.

Hurts sets in.
Ripping you into pieces by pieces.
Pains are injected syringe by syringe.
Blood mixed with salty tears...
Looking at the wound open bit by bit.
Tearing it was he,
Your dream generator.
The chosen one.

"Smile", he said.
That's the price to pay for your choice.
For not looking at the price.
Price tag called Reality.

Taste of vinegar

Vinegar...
The taste...
Some find it sour, Some find it bitter..
What about you?
Some like the taste, some detest, some have no preference...
What about you?
Some find the smell special, some find it pungent.
What about you?

A transparent liquid which is not sticky or oily to touch.
It does stain or dissolve...
Depending on it's concentration..
It's hardly noticeable...
Yet it's there...
It can be fatal if you're allegic to it.
Because it doesn't leave any traces....

I like vinegar...
It felt like love...
It's just there waiting for you to find it...
The blending of tastes together...
You know it's sour when you're in love.
For that it's should be a game of two...
Like a dish...
A dish you have specially whipped up for two yet ended up with another guest.

Tasted the bitter-ness when there is too much vinegar is added...
Due to unforeseen cases...
Accident, I presume...
But let me remind you...
Vinegar on open wound stings as well...
Rubbing it in doesn't help...

If you assume that the problems lies on my vinegar recipe book...
That's perfectly fine with me...
For that I'm seeking for the perfect person who knows how to appreciate vinegar...

Destinated to walk alone in the rain...

Credits: Jac

After a while..

After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul.

And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't always mean security.

And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises and you begin to accept your defeats,

With your head up and your eyes ahead, with the grace of woman, not the grief of a child,

And you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is
too uncertain for plans and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight.

After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much so you plant your own garden and decorate your own soul instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.

And you learn that you really can endure, you really are strong, you really do have worth..
And you learn...
And you learn...

With every goodbye, you learn...

Credits: Jac

After love and fear, there's pride..

After love and fear, there's pride;
After tears, the night;
After all the words are gone,
A chair with just one light.

After memories, the dream
That you will come home safe;
After sleep, another day
Of waiting for my life.

After hope, the happiness
Of thinking of your love;
After moments of despair,
A stone no thought can move.

After all the sacrifice,
The hunger and the pain,
The passions and the promises,
The losses and the gains,

There's nothing but my love for you,
Which waits upon the wind
To bring you from the barricades
That now you must defend.

Credits: Jac

Is this my ending?

I buried my head under the pillows.

I could hear my breath..I'm not dead.

I could feel the tears fall..I'm broken.

Is this our..No..

my ending?

I have no control..

Over time I have no control,
each day is an image carefully stated,
it's up to my mind to store what's created.
Is this where reality comes into play,
is it my illusion that gets in the way?
do I really see life for what it truly may be,
or is destiny playing with me?
Have you ever been down this path of illusion,
scattered with pain, pleasure, and confusion?
Am I learning the lessens that were set forth before me?
Or am I playing a game that only I can see?
Confusion is now all that I know,
for you see,
I have no control

silence.

when a question has no correct answer..
there is only one honest response..
the grey area between yes and no..
silence.

Credits: Iv

Dreams...

Dream came true;
I rather not

Dream led me to her place;
I rather not

Dream told me to wait;
I rather not

Dream shown me her headlights;
I rather not

Dream let me see them laughing, holding hands and chatting away;
I rather not

Dream casted disappointment;
I rather not

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She came in and we chatted;

I cool and she upset;

I wonder why and reason given;

We hugged and we laughed;

For god's sake, where I find the strength?

In the name of love, that is the provider.

Princess, the generator.

Credits: Iv

Shall we dance?


She traced my hips and I embraced hers...
We danced.

She went down on me with dirty dancing witty thoughts.. We danced.

I love the way she moves.. We danced.

The music went thundering through in the dance floor and my mind went pumping hard in her company.. We danced.

I fall for her and asked her: Shall we dance?

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Dance is a form of activity with two minds balanced up to one another.

Both must be uniform and truly united as one.

As I lead the way, I became the frame. And she just grace through as she is the butterfly in my frame.

That when 2 becomes 1.

Dance..

Credits: Iv

Mighty Knight ~ Brave Heart

Tough time doesn’t last,
Tough people last.
______________________

~Tough Time~

Sitting alone facing uphill tasks with no resources on hands, chilled heart.

Knowing it takes tonnes of guts and energy to resolve, exhausted mind.

Plans delayed and on-lookers smiled disgusted wicked minds.


~Tough People~
______________________

Mighty knight came to a hail and took a deep breath. With crippled mind and plunged amour, the journey turns into a tunnel of darkness.

Is there a light towards the end of the tunnel or an upcoming train is approaching?

From the far end, an angel appeared and lent a supportive shoulder. She whispered: You have fought a long way, stay focus and amend your amour. Gather your bravery and march through the unknown tunnel filled with darkness. You need to be a little braver. She smiled and a twinkle of light sparked seen.

These words are injected into the brave heart of Mighty Knight as fuel.

It burnt and get warmer.

Just a little braver.

Knight embraced her.

The journey begins.

The new me...

Credits : Iv

Tears in Heaven

Missed calls;

Missed SMSes;

Fear in Mind;

Called her up;

Learnt about hurtful incident;

My heart bleed for her although mine wasn't heal;

She in depression;

I in hell;

Rather bear the pain for her;

Seen her in deep sleep;

Seen her pout lips;

Seen her baby smile;

Seen her in my arms;

That what is I ask heaven for;

May love surrounds her, my princess.

Credits: Jac:

Alone

Your touch is warm, like the love I bear for you.
But my hands are cold,
as I wait alone.
I want to hold you, to feel you near me....
Your breath on my cheek.

But I am alone.

I hear your voice in my head,
As sweet as birdsong.
If I could, I would whisper in your ear how much I love you.
How much I care...

But I can't. For I am alone.

Whilst I wait, the treetops twist and turn in the wind.
They call out your name.

My body is cold.
But my heart is warm with the memories of what once was.
I want to run my fingers through your hair,
and hold your body to mine...

But I am alone.

Alone in this cold.
Alone in this life.