A picture appears on my mind...
The thought of it sends a shiver through my spine.

Misty as it can be...
A princess appears.
As she gracefully took the first step out of the mist...

There he was...

Standing there in his charming suit.
Smiling as he proceeds forward.
He bow and stretched out his hand.

The whole room was lighted up,
Not far, gentle ringing of the churches' bell was heard.
She lifted up her hand and places it on his palm.
It was warm and soft.
A feeling she knew she can rely on.

He guides her to the middle of the hall...
The hall was such a beautiful sight that it's hard to believe.
Remarkable breathe-taking.
She was turning round and round,
Trying to memorizes what she had saw...

Suddenly the music begins...
He slides forward grabing her wist
And his arm behind her back and moves according to the rhythm of the music.

Tears of joys was form on the rim of her eyes...
Words choked in her throat...
For it's a dream comes true...
The best was saved for the last.

He whispered into her ears...

"It was prepared long time ago... Just awaits for your arrival."

The blue sky was being light up by the sun without my consent.
The sun's ray stabbed into my eyes mercilessly.
Pained shot right up to my brain.
It hurts.

Unable to close my eyes last night.
Mind is full of hatred and hurt.
Promises and lies. Times and again.
I was being betrayed.

Tear flooded my eyes once more.
Wetting the newly changed bed sheet.
Wanted to be alone...
Wanted to end my life.

All I wanted is to be happy...
I am at first...
Contented with whatever that happens.
Just as i was counting my blessing...
I miscounted.

All I wanted to be loved and hug tightly at night...
Ugly plots...
Living in self denial...
I just to be alone...
Now... and maybe forever.

The beautiful rainbow painted on the velvet sky.
The calming and crystal clear sea water.
Seeing a fish or two jumping out of the surface.
The over-whelming dose of fresh air from the greenery.
The warm sunshine is neutralized by the occasional cool sea breeze.
Holding a glass of nice cold lemonade...
This is paradise.

Pampering with the idea that there is paradise in this cruel world.
Only to find one living in self-denial.
Events that one is hopeful of not finding will happen...
Just as you thought this was the ending...
The announcer just claimed the beginning...

It wasn't rainbow that you were seeing but just plain boring paintwork.
Maybe with the help of some leftover colour paper.
Those are not beautiful and fresh air...
Just illusion created and a spray of air fresher.
It wasn't lemonade but plain water with a piece of lime.
This is the truth.
Welcome to Hell...

I'm really hurt this time.

Maybe hearing stuffs I shouldn't...
Maybe you should continue hiding from me.
Maybe I should never know.

Questioning myself is what I did for that I cant find out what have I done wrong.
I never once talked anything similar behind your back.
I have never forced my way through anything that you dislike.
I've been a good girl recently.

Betrayal never was good.
You knew it all along.
That's the reason for that promise.
Promised to never make me upset.
Promised to love me no matter what.
Promised to always be there...

"It was just a simple conversation"

You didn't know about the hurt.
You didn't know about the pain.
It was as simple to you but not me.

I'm not you.
Sorry doesn't work anymore.