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CaRoL's Thoughts Carol's say
This is just a place for me to pen my thoughts and beautiful things or even people... It can be about anyone or everyone... Or it can be of nobody.
I am... Addictive, Imaginative, experimentive, rebellious, Bitchy, Extroverted/Social, Flirtatious, Funny, Intellectual, Loving, Romantic, Serious, Flamboyant, Demure Cravings... Beauty of all living or non-living, DayDreaming of the impossible, Chauvinist to rule my world, Life at the end of the rainbow, Love that station me at cloud eleven, Sex that last for eternity. For thoughts As the sun rises from the far eastern horizon, so will her hopes together; embracing another new day to soar through the endless skies only to fall past the distinct line that seperates earth and heaven to pave way for the diamond strewn velvet night sky where her dreams will take its rightful place... Archives September 2005 Thanks for reading. =) hidden hit counter |
Thursday, May 04, 2006 2:00 AM ![]() Turning me on is what you are capable of. Genuine sincerity... Familar voice whispered, 'I love you' Feeling that you mean it from the gleam in your eyes, Intensity of your gaze... Had proven that I am the only one person in your heart... Gently you laid your lips on mine. I felt you holding back the urge of kissing me hard. Intense kissing when you felt me kissing back. Plain cheeky you stopped. Shaking your head with that adorable smile, Saying, " No.. No... No..." Planting soft gentle kisses on my neck, shoulder and my back... You enjoy seeing me fighting back my urges. Like I enjoy seeing you fighting back yours. I almost stop breathing when I felt you licking your way down... Looking at me with every flick of your tongue. Feeling the anticipation, you let out a moan. I love that smile when I said, "Let the show begins..." 1:00 AM May you always have an angel by your side, watching out for you to keep believing in brighter days, finding ways for your wishes and dreams to take you to beautiful places, giving you hope that is as certain as the sun, giving you the strength of serenity as your guide and someone there to catch you if you fall, holding your hand and helping you through it all. In all of our days, our lives are always changing. Tears come along as well as smiles. Along the roads you travel, may the miles be a thousand times lovelier than when you were with me. There will always be rainbows after every storm. As the beautiful and wonderful person you are, I know you’ve tried very hard to make this relationship a happy one for both of us. But it seems that now our time together may have run its course and may be moving towards becoming a cherished memory... Sorry that I have failed to love you the way you should be loved. Perhaps you are right; I do not know what love is all about. But I do know that my heart aches for you and tears flow by the thought of you... 12:00 AM ![]() I was clearing my stuffs. I saw the letter and those adorable little hand-made gifts. A dolly with a special heart. Only you know what was written on it. The birth certifcate with your name. :~) Here I'm crying. For the last time. This is be the last time. Still, I hope you know I miss you. Seeking a way out. Wednesday, May 03, 2006 11:00 PM Things was fine till that very day. You came up and said goodbye. I gracefully smiled and we waved goodbye. You filled my mind the whole night. Tears fell. Somehow,words just seems unable to fall into the right place for me. Indeed, I was smiling. Not because you left... But because I once had you. You, the one I called mine. I prayed hard you remember your promise... That we're still friends. Like the old times. I still have your shoulder to cry on. But things is not moving the right direction. Sky darken and thunder roared. Stabbing of knives and throwing of stones. They said it was you... I shake my head shouting no... Yet I saw you slipping into the dark... With my tear-filled eyes. So it was you. The dark clouds went with the thunder storm. Here we are starting brand new. Knowing you head off to a bette pasture.. Knowing you are truly happy. Maybe once a while you'll slip into my mind. I think I will too... Once a while, I tell you I miss you... I hope you hear it too... I sent my wishes through the wind... Lastly... I wish you enough. |