CaRoL's Thoughts Carol's say
This is just a place for me to pen my thoughts and beautiful things or even people... It can be about anyone or everyone... Or it can be of nobody.
I am... Addictive, Imaginative, experimentive, rebellious, Bitchy, Extroverted/Social, Flirtatious, Funny, Intellectual, Loving, Romantic, Serious, Flamboyant, Demure Cravings... Beauty of all living or non-living, DayDreaming of the impossible, Chauvinist to rule my world, Life at the end of the rainbow, Love that station me at cloud eleven, Sex that last for eternity. For thoughts As the sun rises from the far eastern horizon, so will her hopes together; embracing another new day to soar through the endless skies only to fall past the distinct line that seperates earth and heaven to pave way for the diamond strewn velvet night sky where her dreams will take its rightful place... Archives September 2005 Thanks for reading. =) hidden hit counter |
Tuesday, September 30, 2008 5:15 PM
Stupidity (also called fatuity) is the property a person, action or belief instantiates by virtue of having or being indicative of low intelligence or poor learning abilities. Stupidity is distinct from irrationality because stupidity denotes an incapability or unwillingness to properly consider the relevant information. It is frequently used as a pejorative, and consequently has a negative connotation. The term has fallen out of favor in medical journals as it is seen as a generic term used to describe a wide variety of conditions. This is a stupid test.
Monday, September 29, 2008 4:54 PM
Treasured possession. There will be that one special gift. A gift that possess no price tag but a tag of love. The reason for it being so priceless is that it touches your heart. It maybe be from someone who have passed on, an ex partner, or the current. It could have been rusty, torn or broken. One thing for sure is that you aren't throwing. Why? Could it be that when you look at it, you'll smile from the heart? Could it be that when you look at it, you'll cry so badly all over again? Could it be that when you look at it and you can no longer feel the cold wind? Could it be that when you look at it, you'll say, "It carries a special meaning to me." There are reasons and reasons to justify. Boiling down to the core... It touches you. Deeply. =) Sunday, September 28, 2008 6:44 AM Rihanna Ft Neyo - Hate That I Love You Yeaah heyy heyy That's how much I love you (yeah) That's how much I need you (yeah yeah yeah) And I can't stand you Must everything you do make me wanna smile? And then I like you for a while No... But you won't let me You upset me All of a sudden I forget that I was upset Can't remember what you did But I hate it You know exactly what to do so that I can't stay mad at you for too long That's wrong but I hate it You know exactly how to touch So that I don't wanna fuss and fight no more Said I despise that I adore you And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah) I can't stand how much I need you (I need you) And I hate how much I love you boy (ohh) But I just can't let you go And I hate that I love you so (ooh) And you completely know the power that you have The only one that makes me laugh Sad and it's not fair How you take advantage of the fact that I... Love you beyond a reason why (whyyy) And it just ain't right And I hate how much I love you I can't stand how much I need you (yeah yeah) And I hate how much I love you But I just can't let you go And I hate that I love you so One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me And your kiss will make me weak But no one in this world Knows me the way you know me So you'll probably always have a spell on me... I had the exact same sentiments about you... =) Saturday, September 27, 2008 2:19 AM
Friday, September 26, 2008 3:03 PM
Adjusting to each other after so long is tough, like adjusting the body clock. But when eyes were laid at each other... Nothing else matter. All I wanna say is welcome home. Thursday, September 25, 2008 3:53 PM
Finest masquerade in life. Where everyone comes to play. Hiding behind that enchanted masks, Is a someone of deep mystery Dangling chandelier shooting magical lights. Gliding your way through the dancing crowd. You noticed I was staring at you. You smile and sent over a drink. Reading the note that comes with it. Stated nothing but a little P. P for poison, P for passionate. Or P is just representing Pathetic. I sipped the drink while you look on. Trying to look like a tiger than a prey. "Unmasked yourself from your lies." But in denial, you comply none. Giving nonetheless but that charming smile. My stare took away that smile that had drowned many. For it's nothing when it wrapped in lies. Wednesday, September 24, 2008 3:58 AM I fell in love someone who I realised I barely know. Yet I know I could spend my life with. Promises made in mute. We are both waiting for time to tell. That we are right for each other. Love is built with unexplainable forces. Something strong but invisible. Images in mind, Presence is imaginable, How. First sad, then comes missed and anger. But when it's face to face... Only tears of joys are seen. This is something I like. Longing. Tuesday, September 23, 2008 3:53 AM  I'm in a good mood.Very good mood. =) Monday, September 22, 2008 5:52 PM  I am counting down to your presence. It's 22th of September. Uneventful day. I know you will be telling me to be strong. But I know you will hug me tight as well. Things can't put me down... When you are pulling me up. I will hang on. I will be fine. Things will be alright. I will be fine. =) 12:23 AM  I called to hear your voice.Guess you can't hear me. I miss you. Sunday, September 21, 2008 5:51 PM  In The Absense of You Its those hollow notes My heart now sings Loneliness I languish Upon broken wings My shattered dreams Are left without light Could this be the end Of heart taking flight I could no longer soar As wings fall apart Knowing your silence Is breaking my heart For a heart cannot fly When nothing flows In the absence of you Saturday, September 20, 2008 7:16 PM  "Let's take a holiday next year." "On my birthday?" "Ya" With you... It will be the best birthday ever. I'm looking forward to that. Friday, September 19, 2008 7:16 PM  TRUE LOVE MEANS: Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot... Who calls you back when you hang up on him... Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead... Who wants to show you off to the world even when you are in your sweats... Who holds your hand in front of his friends... Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you... Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "that's her" Thursday, September 18, 2008 7:16 PM  Life is pretty unpredictable.One moment you can be soaring high and tumbling down right under. Learning things the hard way contains it'd own benefits. It makes growing up a lot faster. Is whether how strong you are to withstand... Both being a winner or being a loser. "I never like the word loser. It's other meaning will be failure." I don't want to be a failure. I need to stand up strong. I want to be a winner. I believe I can fly. Wednesday, September 17, 2008 7:16 PM  Ya... That's what I will be doing.For the time being. =) Tuesday, September 16, 2008 9:34 PM  We are 9,531 miles away from each other.This is equivalent to 15,339 kilometers. It's 9.43 pm in Singapore and 9.43 am in New York. We are 12 hours apart. I have not thought about you as much. Yet. I can feel it coming. Do you? Monday, September 15, 2008 2:02 PM  "你会娶我吗?""会" "你会跪下来求婚吗?" "会" "真的吗?" "真的." "有骗我吗?" "没有." 谢谢你。=） *Love you Sunday, September 14, 2008 2:03 PM  The act of caressing with the lips - Kiss. We have been indulging in it. Whole-hearted to casually. It doesn't matter because it's a habit. I felt special. I look forward to opening my eyes... Closing my eyes... Saying goodbyes... And saying Hi... I just look forward... To you. Saturday, September 13, 2008 2:03 PM  I seek for that piece which is attached to you. When moments of these happened. Breaking me down. Tearing me apart. I seek for your comfort. To yet, gain nothing more than a cold stare. All I wanted is you. Yet I can't help but to feel redundant. Words, mean actions... No second thoughts. I have to explain... On your behalf. To nobody but myself. I know the love is far beyond what I can ever control. Friday, September 12, 2008 2:10 AM  我真的好累。我一直都很听话不事吗？ 现在，我只想长大。 我只做我自己。 如果的不祝福， 不要紧。 请不要批评。 Thursday, September 11, 2008 11:49 AM  Trust is not given to anyone for free.It comes with a lot of responsibilities. Everyone abuses that before and yet hope to gain in in every way. But why? The reward of that trust can bring is great. More than you can ever imagine. You can have things your way. Remember gain it then abuse. =) I've seen so much that it leaves me feeling disgusted. Tuesday, September 09, 2008 7:54 PM  I hate the fact that I'll have to miss you again.Monday, September 08, 2008 7:16 PM  A 3rd Grader explaining God! "One of God's main jobs is making people. He makes them to replace the ones that die so there will be enough people to take care of things on earth." "He doesn't make grown-ups, just babies. I think because they are smaller and easier to make. That way, He doesn't have to take up His valuable time teaching them to talk and walk, He can just leave that to mothers and fathers." "God's second most important job is listening to prayers. An awful lot of this goes on, since some people, like preachers and things, pray at times besides bedtime." "God doesn't have time to listen to the radio or TV because of this. Because He hears everything there must be a terrible lot of noise in His ears, unless He has thought of a way to turn it off." "God sees everything and hears everything and is everywhere which keeps Him pretty busy. So you shouldn't go wasting His time by going over your mom and dad's head asking for something they said you couldn't have." "Atheists are people who don't believe in God. I don't think there are any in Chula Vista. At least there aren't any who come to our church." "Jesus is God's Son. He used to do all the hard work like walking on water and performing miracles and trying to teach the people who didn't want to learn about God. They finally got tired of Him preaching to them and they crucified Him." "But He was good and kind like His Father and He told His Father that they didn't know what they were doing and to forgive them and God said OK. His Dad (God) appreciated everything that He had done and all His hard work on earth so He told Him He didn't have to go out on the road anymore, He could stay in heaven. So He did." "And now He helps His Dad out by listening to prayers and seeing things which are important for God to take care of and which ones He can take care of Himself without having to bother God. Like a secretary only more important." "You can pray anytime you want and they are sure to hear you because they got it worked out so one of them is on duty all the times." "You should always go to Church on Sunday because it makes God happy, and if there's anybody you want to make happy, it's God." "Don't skip church to do something you think will be more fun like going to the beach. This is wrong! And, besides, the sun doesn't come out at the beach until noon anyway." "If you don't believe in God, besides being an atheist, you will be very lonely, because your parents can't go everywhere with you, like to camp, but God can." "It is good to know He's around you when you're scared in the dark or when you can't swim very good and you get thrown into real deep water by big kids." "But you shouldn't just always think of what God can do for you. I figure God put me here and He can take me back anytime He pleases." "And that's why I believe in God." by Danny Dutton, age 8, from Chula Vista, California, for his third grade homework assignment to "Explain God." I can't help but smile. May God bless everyone. =) 11:57 AM  Time! Imagine there is a bank that credits your account each morning with $86,400. It carries over no balance from day to day. Every evening deletes whatever part of the balance you failed to use during the day. What would you do? Draw out every cent? Of course !! Each of us has such a bank. It's name is TIME. Every morning, it credits you with 86,400 seconds. Every night it writes off, as lost, whatever of this you have failed to invest to good purpose. It carries over no balance. It allows no overdraft. Each day it opens a new account for you. Each night it burns the remains of the day. If you fail to use the day's deposits, the loss is yours. There is no going back. there is no drawing against the "tomorrow". You must live in the present on today's deposits. Invest it so as to get from it the utmost in health, happiness and success! The clock is running. Make the most of today!!! To realize the value of ONE YEAR, ask a student who failed a grade. To realize the value of ONE MONTH, ask a mother who gave birth to a pre-mature baby. To realize the value of ONE WEEK, ask the editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize the value of ONE MINUTE, ask a person who missed the train. To realize the value of ONE SECOND, ask a person who just avoided an accident. To realize the value of ONE MILLISECOND, ask the person who won a silver medal in the Olympics. Treasure every moment that you have! And treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time. Time waits for no one. Yesterday is history Tomorrow is mystery Today is a gift That's why its called the present.... I'll miss you. =) Sunday, September 07, 2008 1:50 AM  Heaven's Grocery Store!I was walking down life's highway a long time ago. One day I saw a sign that read,"Heaven's Grocery Store". As I got a little closer the door came open wide, and when I came to myself I was standing inside. I saw a host of Angels, they were standing everywhere. One handed me a blasket and said, "My Child shop with care". Everything a Christian needs is in that grocery store, and all you can't carry, come back the next day for more. First, I got some Patience, Love was in the same row. Further down was Understanding, needed everywhere you go. I got a box or two of Wisdom, a bag or two of Faith, I just couldn't miss the Holy Ghost, it was all over the place. I stopped to get some Strength and Courage to help me run this race, but then my blanket was getting full, and I remembered I needed Grace. I didn't forget Salvation, which like the others was free, so I tried to get enough of that to save both you and me. Then I started to the counter to pay my grocery bill, for I thought I had everything to do my master's will. As I went up the aisle, I saw Prayer and had to put it in, for I knew when I stepped outside, I would run right into sin. Peace and Joy were plentiful, they were on the last shelf. Song and Praises were hanging near, so I just helped myself. Then I said to the Angel, "How much do I owe?" The Angel smiled and said, "Just take them everywhere you go." Again, I politely asked "How much do I really owe?" The Angel smiled again and said, "My Child, Jesus Paid Your Bill A Long Time Ago." This has been my long time favourite. =) Saturday, September 06, 2008 1:51 AM  Kids, aged 5 to 10, were asked questions about what they thought of love and marriage. Here's what they said. Love and Marriage: "If falling in love is anything like learning how to spell, I don't want to do it. It takes too long." -- Glenn, age 7 "Love is like an avalanche where you have to run for your life." -- John, age 9 "I think you're supposed to get shot with an arrow or something, but the rest of it isn't supposed to be so painful." -- Manuel, age 8 "No one is sure why it happens, but I heard it has something to do with how you smell. That's why perfume and deodorant are so popular." -- Mae, age 9 "Love is the most important thing in the world, but baseball is pretty good too." -- Greg, age 8 "Once I'm done with kindergarten, I'm going to find me a wife." -- Tom, age 5 "On the first date, they just tell each other lies, and that usually gets them interested enough to go for a second date." -- Mike, 10 "I'm in favor of love as long as it doesn't happen when Dinosaurs is on television." -- Jill, age 6 "One of the people has freckles, and so he finds somebody else who has freckles too." -- Andrew, age 6 "My mother says to look for a man who is kind. That's what I'll do. I'll find somebody who's kinda tall and handsome." -- Carolyn, age 8 "It gives me a headache to think about that stuff. I'm just a kid. I don't need that kind of trouble." -- Kenny, age 7 "One of you should know how to write a check. Because, even if you have tons of love, there is still going to be a lot of bills." -- Ava, age 8 "When somebody's been dating for a while, the boy might propose to the girl. He says to her, 'I'll take you for a whole life, or at least until we have kids and get divorced.'" -- Anita, 9 "I'm not rushing into being in love. I'm finding fourth grade hard enough." -- Regina, age 10 "Most men are brainless, so you might have to try more than once to find a live one." -- Angie, age 10 "A man and a woman promise to go through sickness and illness and diseases together." -- Marlon, age 10 "[Being] single is better . . . for the simple reason that I wouldn't want to change no diapers. Of course, if I did get married, I'd figure something out. I'd just phone my mother and have her come over for some coffee and diaper-changing." -- Kirsten, age 10 "Love is foolish...but I still might try it sometime." -- Floyd, age 9 "Love will find you, even if you are trying to hide from it. I been trying to hide from it since I was five, but the girls keep finding me." -- Dave, age 8 Kissing: "When a person gets kissed for the first time, they fall down, and they don't get up for at least an hour." -- Wendy, age 8 "You should never kiss a girl unless you have enough bucks to buy her a big ring and her own VCR, 'cause she'll want to have videos of the wedding." -- Jim, age 10 "Never kiss in front of other people. It's a big embarrassing thing if anybody sees you. But if nobody sees you, I might be willing to try it with a handsome boy, but just for a few hours." -- Kally, age 9 "You learn [how to kiss] right on the spot when the gooshy feelings get the best of you." -- Doug, age 7 "If it's your mother, you can kiss her anytime. But if it's a new person, you have to ask permission." -- Roger, age 6 "It's never okay to kiss a boy. They always slobber all over you. That's why I stopped doing it." -- Tammy, age 10 "I know one reason kissing was created. It makes you feel warm all over, and they didn't always have electric heat or fireplaces or even stoves in their houses." -- Gina, age 8 "The law says you have to be eighteen, so I wouldn't want to mess with that." -- Curt, age 7 "The rules goes like this: if you kiss someone, then you should marry her and have kids with her. It's the right thing to do." -- Howard, age 8 (on seeing a couple kissing) "He is trying to steal her chewing gum!" -- Boy, age 6 Beauty: "If you want to be loved by somebody who isn't already in your family, it doesn't hurt to be beautiful." -- Anita, age 8 "Beauty is skin deep. But how rich you are can last a long time." -- Christine, age 9 "It isn't always how you look. Look at me. I'm handsome like anything, and I haven't got anybody to marry me yet." -- Brian, age 7 How People In Love Act: "Lovers will just be staring at each other and their food will get cold. Other people care more about the food." -- Brad, age 8 "They act mooshy. Like puppy dogs, except puppy dogs don't wag their tails nearly as much." -- Arnold, age 10 "All of a sudden, the people get movies fever so they can sit together in the dark." -- Sherm, age 8 "Romantic adults usually are all dressed up, so if they are just wearing jeans it might mean they used to go out or they just broke up." -- Sarah, age 9 "It's love if they order one of those desserts that are on fire. They like to order those because it's just like how their hearts are -- on fire." -- Christine, age 9 "See if the man picks up the check. That's how you can tell if he's in love." -- John, age 9 "Many daters just eat pork chops and french fries and talk about love." -- Craig, age 9 What Mom and Dad Have In Common: "Both don't want no more kids." -- Lori, age 8 How To Tell If Two People Are Married: "Married people usually look happy to talk to other people." -- Eddie, age 6 "You might have to guess based on whether they seem to be yelling at the same kids." -- Derrick, age 8 Deciding Who To Marry: "You got to find somebody who likes the same stuff. Like if you like sports, she should like it that you like sports, and she should keep the chips and dip coming." -- Allan, age 10 "No person really decides before they grow up who they're going to marry. God decides it all way before, and you get to find out later who you're stuck with." -- Kirsten, age 10 Strategies For Making People Fall In Love With You: "Tell them that you own a whole bunch of candy stores." -- Del, age 6 "Shake your hips and hope for the best." -- Camille, age 9 "Yell out that you love them at the top of your lungs...and don't worry if their parents are right there." -- Manuel, age 8 "Don't do things like have smelly, green sneakers. You might get attention, but attention ain't the same thing as love." -- Alonzo, age 9 "One way is to take the girl out to eat. Make sure it's something she likes to eat. French fries usually works for me." -- Bart, age 9 The Best Age To Get Married: "Twenty three is the best age because you know the person forever by then." -- Cam, age 10 "No age is good to get married at. You got to be a fool to get married!" -- Freddie, age 6 What To Do When a First Date Turns Sour: "I'd run home and play dead. The next day I would call all the newspapers and make sure they wrote about me in all the dead columns." -- Craig, age 9 What Most People Are Thinking When They Say "I Love You": "The person is thinking: 'Yeah, I really do love him. But I hope he showers at least once a day.'" -- Michelle, age 9 "Some lovers might be real nervous, so they are glad that they finally got it out and said it, and now they can go eat." -- Dick, age 7 Why People In Love Often Hold Hands: "They want to make sure their rings don't fall off, because they paid good money for them." -- Gavin, age 8 "They are just practicing for when they might have to walk down the aisle someday and do the holy matchimony thing." -- John, age 9 How true? I have no ideas. =) Thursday, September 04, 2008 3:57 PM  Complication equals reality.Simplicity equals denial. Or rather... Live in agony. For that one is unable to face reality. Wednesday, September 03, 2008 3:57 PM  I wanna wear this.And marry you. =) Tuesday, September 02, 2008 3:18 PM  My heart aches when I talk to youMy heart aches when I don’t hear from you My heart aches when I long for you I don’t know why You’ve taken over my thoughts I can’t explain You’re still a stranger Far away I want you close by I miss your embrace Holding you close My heart aches Monday, September 01, 2008 7:34 PM  I slept alone tonight.I have been thinking way too much. I need your presences to be felt. Preferably every single time. I want wake up to your smile. I never wanted to sleep alone. But we fell asleep. Without a worries about each others. I know because you felt the same. We fell asleep. Alone... I have been running in circles. |
