This Christmas was special.
Special people around makes it a little more special.
Watching the sparkling decorating lights,
Light drizzling replacing the snow...
We smiled.

Over a cup of hot chocolate.


There is also a Christmas baby.
Company and birthday cake.
Wine, and laughter till tiredness crept upon us.
Not a word of complain.
Just enjoying each other's company.

I must have been a good girl, this year.


Merry Christmas~!

I missed your presense.

"Used to it?", you asked.

I hope I replied your question already.

Sweet dreams, precious.

You apologize for things that is not even your fault.
You tried so hard to be my perfect match.

You took time to reflect on what's between us.

You make effort to make me feel special.

You struggled to keep awake when you are dead tired.

You laugh at my silliest dumb jokes.

You calm my temper by commenting I look cute when I'm pissed.

You knows when exactly I'm hungry.

You work hard to fulfil your promises.

You were afraid of losing me.

I can go on forever.

But I know that I have forever to do so.

Because I trust you.

And I always will.

Thanks, sweetheart.

I meant to every little bit that you have ever done.

Thanks for having me in mind.

=)

I am always a big softie when it comes to knitting.

The colourful wools balls with different designs.

I always felt so much happiness when it comes to choosing from the varieties.

It's not about what came out from these bundles of rainbows.

But the efforts that the person who knitted it for you.

Maybe a granny to her grandchildren..

A mother to her kids.
A lady to her lover.

Or vise versa.

All these knitted treasure is filled with no more then tonnes of love.

The clicking when the knitting sticks hits upon each other,

The amount of patience and time spent on it...

In exchange for the warmth of the person whose at the receiving it.

I am making it for you.

I hope you like it.

=)

*LoVe.

It was a dirty noon.

I had all smile.

Cleaning and scrubbing.

Gone the dirt and dusts.

It was energy draining, no doubt.

What matters most is the company.

I know you felt the same.

Disappointment is beyond means of descriptions.

Sarcastic remarks are shamelessly indulged.

Echos of promises are waved off through the finger tips.

"Fuck your lies"


That's the way things should be.
When the magic had worn off and is let to be thrown.

Splitting my last bits of saliva on it.

No attitude is needed from anyone...

I have one of my very own.

So keep it to yourself.

"You will not die if you did not have that someone in particular."

Hitting hard right on the bull's eye...

Bursting of skin molecules and the sound of tearing.

Gushing of blood and screaming of pain.
The hatred is indescribable.

If I were to ever hate someone so bad... one day...
It will have to be you.

Because you fucking lied.

I have a little time on hand today
I miss a friend.
I missed her call.
I called back but she missed my call.


It's been a while since we last hung out.
Alone.
She had always been someone special.


Hey babe,
You have been missed just as much.
Here's something for you...
=)

Love you too, babe.

Felt a million today.
Felt at side of a cube.

At one face, I see the work stress on one strong person...
When money is the master than a slave...

I see truth on oneself...

I learn that I got to try...
To nowhere but success.

At another face, I see friendship.
I made new, steer clear of the unneeded.

New yet with fear...

Old friendship that contain fear...
I learnt that no matter how much you wish a friend back,

it takes two hands to clap.

At the 3rd face of the cube...

I saw this special person that always make that extra efforts.
That extra amount just to make me feel special.
No rush or frills.

Just enjoying every minute and smiling from within.
I learnt to love again.

At the last face of it...

I have learnt to accept all these as a part of life.

I have learnt to give and take.

I have learnt to smile...

Thanks...