Somethings...


Some people...

Disgust me so bad that I wish they are dead.

My interests was not taken into considerations.
It doesn't matter if I have knocked myself or skin my knees.
I wasn't asked to stay this time round.


It's my fault.

I've indulged in that chemistry tonight.
You have been my heart throb tonight.
Your wink, cheeky smile and your intense stare.
Every touch sends a shiver down my spine.

Thank you for the generosity of your time tonight.

I had enjoyed myself tonight.

Hopefully more cherished time,

while walking towards our dream.

xoxo

Let's not fight anymore...

I danced without heels today.
It's a matter of fun, not what people are judging you for.
Freedom was showered on me unconditionally.
Music and friendship, it's party for the fun.
Gorgeous people.

Somehow it's different.
Cause I lost my frame.

I'm lost butterfly.

I dreamt of contradiction.

The past and present.
Yet I had my share of pleasure.
I'm deprived for attention.

That is the only explanation for my dream.

The past seems to hunt me.

But in a gentle form.
No mixed feeling.

"It's just a dream"

That's the feeling when I woke up...
Smiling.

Just learn to shut the fuck up at times.

If you are not capable of saying anything smart.

You were in my prayer tonight.
Randomly but sincerely.
I hope you will wait.
For the day that the dark clouds would move...
And the sun would shine...
Reflecting nothing more than the glistering rainbow dew.

I realised that you are perfect.
So close to yet far.

Soon...
Soon we will make it happened.
We will make people around us proud.
I know they are nodding of approval.
That's when we will all smile.

Morning seems gloomy.
Coldness was felt despite the burning sun.
I am down with cough and flu.
So does most people around me.


I felt frightened suddenly.
Of what might happened tomorrow.
I was jumping around one moment,

The next minute, I'm beaten down.

I cant control my cough nor my mucus.
Mummy got me medication.
Looking at her...
I was worried about losing her.
Cause life is unpredicatble.

It was a gloomy day.

Morning meeting with lots of feeling involved.

New and old friends.
The weight of heart worth many tonnes.
Where is the simplicity that was once present?!
Comparison were made with no feeling considered.
I thought a friend should be a friend.
Not one hurts people's feeling thinking it's ok.

Upset.
Giving in and keeping quiet make me a victim.
I shall speak up from now on.
Unless you planned to play nice.

Period.

Starting work later than others.
Yet here we are all in New Year mood,
Enjoying the wine and food.
Loud music and great company.


Red packet for everyone.
Ensuring each and everyone was entertained.
Warmth that exist in each of our heart.
That's one family.
This is going to be one great year.